Double Rainbow: What Does It Mean?

The phenomenon that is the double rainbow that has been You Tubed and even made into a song has caught my heart. The man, Paul Vasquez: aka HungryBear9562, seems to be hippie in persuasion but is sweetly innocent in his honest enthusiasm of the beauty of a double rainbow. I understand these feelings of awe and wonder. The first time I snorkeled, I was overcome with tears at the realization that I was literally submerged in life. In this, Paul and I are kindred spirits. But something struck me soundly as I watched Paul’s delightful expressions of joy and wonder. He exclaims, “What does it mean?” It is these existential questions that drive us all whether we admit it or not. When we ask them, it is more than the ramblings of a mad man or a drug induced vibe. (Paul stated that he was not under the influence of any drugs when he filmed the double rainbow.) What we really seek is the true nature of the human heart. What does it mean? Why does it evoke an emotional response from even the most stoic of us? Where does the awe come from? It comes from the inner knowledge of our Creator. God set His bow in the sky as a promise to mankind.

I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. Genesis 9:13

Paul may or may not realize that this is why he feels such emotion. The rainbow in the sky is always a message from God. It is a promise to never destroy the world in a flood again. In a way, it is a direct sign from God that so many of us pass by and neglect when we see it. Paul gives it the emotional response it deserves. Even though he uses a four letter word at one point, the power of his emotion shines through. I really feel that his expressions of “Oh my God!” seem appropriate in this case. When we consider the source of the rainbow, it is easy to see the inner desire to give credit to its Maker. “Oh Lord my God, when I in awesome wonder, consider all the worlds thy hands have made!” Sometimes when I look up into the night sky, I feel like exclaiming: “Oh my God!” as well. He is my God, and He is mighty. Paul has that feeling perfectly right.

Paul's Reaction: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aB3at-vD4Ek

Rainbow Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=giWtAQKREk8

A Jedi Looks At 40

At 8:13 AM (9:13 AM CST), 9/15/2010, I turned forty years old. I don’t look any different. I don’t feel any different. But, somehow I am different. Life takes on a whole new perspective at 40. I always have said that I am shooting for at least 80 years of age before I kick off into the sweet by and by. Of course, I’m not sure I’ll make that goal. However, we all have to live like we might die any second and also like we will live to be venerable and most likely decrepit. I don’t write this today to get the obligatory “Happy birthday,” but I write it as a self reflection piece that I somehow finally feel qualified to make. I have learned a few things. I have so much left to learn. This writing does not proceed form arrogance. I only know a tiny bit more than an average 39 year old. It comes from simply being here on this God created world for this long. It comes from figuring out a few things about me. Some of what I have found out I really like. Some of it I don’t. Some of it still needs work. Here is what I have learned about myself both good and bad. Anyone else have a list like this?

• I love Hawaiian shirts- Too bad if you don’t.

• I love Tacos- I’m going to eat Tacos….period.

• No one is allowed to tread on my heart.

• I am hot natured to the point of being annoying. I must remember other folks aren’t.

• I forget to say hello to my neighbor.

• I am a geek/nerd/weirdo- I’m ok with that.

• I need Jesus to chisel away at my stupidity and my faults- This is going to hurt.

• I love science fiction. I think you are short-sighted if you don’t.

• I am a conservative in a liberal state. I have to deal with it.

• There are nice liberals.

• I must use my powers for good.

• I like being the center of attention. I must remember to not be self centered.

• My students like me and look up to me. This both scares me and makes me joyful.

• I am a Christian- BUT, I don’t act like it as much as I should.

• I have no tolerance for people who hurt others.

• I have no tolerance for people who make women cry.

• I use humor to communicate. I must never use it to aggravate.

• I am offended when people imply Star Wars is for kids.

• You can make almost anything evil…even Oreos.

• I hate watching sports. People think this is odd, but it is ok for me to not like sports.

• There is nothing wrong with liking purple!

• I’m straight, it’s great, get used to it!

• I understand colors better than my wife. I’m ok with this.

• I decorate better than my wife. This is ok too.

• I know nothing about a car and do not want to. This does not make me a sissy.

• Star Trek is good, but it promotes Socialism.

• I can cry like a girl if I want to.

• I like butterflies, birds, and flowers. You want to do something about it?

• Good is good. Bad is bad. There is no gray.

• Truth is not relative. There is one truth.

• “It is possible to make no mistakes and still lose.” -Picard

• “I fight authority, authority always wins.” –Mellencamp

• I do not want to get what I deserve.

• Rainbows are a symbol of God’s promise and NOTHING else.

• Rebel flags are not bad or racist unless you are a dimwit.

• People deserve to have my full attention.

• My accent is sexy.

• I have the smartest and best parents in the world.

• I am thankful to still have my parents at 40.

• I am in love with a super hot, fantastic woman that thinks I am a stud.

• I am not appreciative enough of my wife.

• I am not patient enough with my daughter.

• I am not loving enough to my step kids.

• I am annoyed too easily.

• Making love is not showing love. (But it can be.)

• I obsess on things I could give up.

• I don’t give enough.

• I have the best friends that God could possibly have given me.

• Sometimes “shooting the bird” is an affectionate way to say, “hello.”

• Saying bad words in front of people makes you look like an idiot.

• Never drink when you are sad.

• Never eat when you are sad.

• Moderation is the key to many doors.

• “You only live once, but if you live right, once is enough.” -Poster I saw once

• People matter, things don’t.

• “It’s all for the burning.” –Great Grandma Ludie

• I am important.

• You are important.

• Nothing is more valuable than my soul.

• Pride is stupidity given a voice.

• If it looks like a tater, and smells like a tater….it’s a tater.

• Nothing matches a baby’s smile.

• I am NOT my job.

• The Great I AM will show me who I am.

• I need to shut up more.

• Instead of wondering if I can, I should wonder if I should.

• Reading makes me happy.

• I will never grow up fully.

• I’m not sure what I want to be when I do grow up.

• I have something to offer.

• You have something I need.

• I have something to teach.

• I have more to learn.

And with that my list isn’t done. It is still growing everyday. As I watch this day come to a close with a thankful heart for good times, good friends, and love that I frankly don’t deserve I will more than likely be more emotional than normal. Am I going to have a midlife crisis? No. I’m more likely to cause a crisis than to have one. But let me leave you with one last thing:

Thank all of you for sharing my life. You are the best people in the world.

Much Love,

Tom

The Depth of Otori Shigeru

For those who want to know more about Otori Shigeru, this is the book. As a prequel to the Otori books, it is as beautiful as all the rest and gives a character that is dearly loved more flesh and bone. Prequels are often not very well received and seem to never measure up to the original. This book is an exception. It is an outstanding tale of love and loss. It takes the reader to a world were fictional characters we really care about struggle with all manner of trouble. It is at once beautiful and tragic. It is a tale of beauty and deep feeling. I respect these characters like old friends and find myself clamoring for more. Yet, the book is so satisfying that when you finally put it down; it feels like a wonderful meal. However, the longing is still there.

Brilliant Brilliance

Somehow, Hearn, has finished the trilogy part of this wonderful story without missing a beat or disappointing the reader. So many "trilogies" fall short in later books. This one maintains the highest quality all the way to the end. The poetic quality of the writing will satisfy the most discerning critic, and the story is top notch. This series is likely one of the most enjoyable I have found in recent years. The world is so well developed that it feels completely real. The plot ends in an impressive display of prose that leaves you breathless. The characters are so richly developed that I feel like I know them personally and consider them friends. Once again the only criticism that I have is the slight references to homosexual behavior. It is handled with respect and without vulgarity, yet it seems completely out of place. Discerning parents may want to have a discussion about such issues with their children prior to letting them read the series. The series, as a whole, has several sexual references all of which are handled in a reasonable and respectful manner.

Grass For His Pillow

The second installment of the Otori clan story is no less satisfying than the first book. While I do prefer the first book, GRASS takes us deeper into the rich world Hearn has created. The language is wondrous and full of the same beauty that the first book had. These are quality pieces of literature. My preference for the first book is simply based on my bias for Takeo as a character. The second book, while furthering the story, delves more into the life of Kaede. I enjoy her as a character, but not as much at Takeo. The book is beautifully written and wondrous to experience. It does contain a few homosexual references that I did not expect. If I had a criticism it would be that the homosexual references seem out of place and pointless to the story. However, it is done in a tasteful and respectful manner. It just doesn't make sense to me and seems forced. Discerning parents may want to discuss this issue with their children before allowing them to read the series.

Unexpected Prose

Across the Nightingale Floor (Tales of the Otori, Book 1) by Lian Hearn is likely one of the best books I have read in recent memory. I can't begin to touch the power of what these pages contain. The story is excellent and full of intrigue. The characters are human beyond belief. They have the sorrows and the joys we all have. The Oriental culture is captured perfectly in a very respectful manner. The fantasy elements are believable and in no way have an absurd feeling. The reader is able to believe the events taking place on the page. These issues are great strengths of the book; however, the greatest trait of the novel is its prose. The descriptions in this story are so rich that they have to be described as almost poetic. Quite honesty, it is some of the most beautiful writing I have experienced in a long time. It is majestic in scope with a simple delivery. The achingly gorgeous writing is almost to the point of art. This book is a rare find and should be read by anyone who enjoys a good story, but it should be savored by those who love literature. This is one of the most stunning books that I have read in the last 20 years. It takes a lot to unseat a book in my top five list. This book has done just that. It sits on a throne of its own as a shining example of what fine literature can be. I am still reeling from the story and most of all the power of the prose. There is not one wasted word, nor is there a single description that does not take the reader's breath away. I will be reading this entire series and anything else I can get my hands on by Lian Hearn. I look forward to being spirited away to that ancient land full of fantasy, but mostly I just want the words of the works to wash over me renewing my faith that writing of this caliber still indeed exists.

God is Whole, Not Full of Holes

God's Debris is an interesting book. I am writing this as a Christian. It is important that the reader knows this. The book states that it is not true and that even the author, Scott Adams, does not necessarily believe its contents. It is designed to be a mental exercise. I personally find it hard to fathom why anyone would write something with supposed truths that they claim to be uncertain of. The book starts with a meeting of a package delivery man with an old gentleman who begins to question him towards supposed enlightenment. I admit that the journey is fun and has some merit. However, many of the "truths" expounded upon in the book are fairly close to, if not allied with, heresy. The basic concept of the book is that the greatest power in the universe is expressed through probability. Probability is God's power and makes everything possible. The book then proceeds to endure itself to the reader by creating two very likable characters. Along the way everything from evolution to light speed is addressed. While the arguments are full of mental gymnastics the point becomes clear fairly soon. To wit: God is omnipotent, and the only thing that would challenge such a being is seeking a way to destroy Himself. Adams presents a "god" that is suicidal in a sense. The book states that God has blown Himself to bits and the universe, rocks, plants, animals, and humans are all working within all powerful probability to reassemble God. This cosmic jigsaw puzzle allows for all belief systems. In short, this seems to be another clever attempt to try and persuade the world that all beliefs are valid and ultimately lead to "god." This is where the heresy is exhibited strongest. The book views a creator that is as interested in rocks as he is humans. After all, we are all made of the same stuff. All of us are part of "god" trying to reassemble itself. This sort of gobble-d-gook philosophy is like asking unanswerable questions like "Can God make square circles?" or "Can God make a rock so big he can't pick it up?" This type of circular logic is old hat to folks that want just enough of the truth to keep themselves confused. God's debris are not floating about trying to reassemble through all beliefs and positive probability behaviors. God is the great causer. He is the causer without a cause. He is not bored, but I admit He is unchallenged. He would have no need for this sort of exercise. God is not a Taoist. God incarnate became flesh and dwelt among man. He was crucified for our sin and rose from the dead. He did so without vanity or pomp and circumstance. He did so in humility. He will return in glory. God's Debris is entertaining and a fun read; however, the reader must be careful to have a firm grip on his or her beliefs lest confusion be nurtured by this hogwash philosophy.

Bittersweet Up

UP is one of the most beautiful movies in a long time. It is a rare thing when a movie makes the viewer love the characters in the first 15-30 minutes. This movie does just that and is a triumph of emotional beauty. Of course it has its comedy and its far fetched moments. However, I sat in the theater with my wife, both of us tearing up with lumps in our throats in the first half hour of the movie. This sets the stage for a fun adventure that ends in a bittersweet triumph. The story is about life long love and the willingness to do almost anything to see your dreams through. It is also a story of recovery from grief, and it is about getting a new lease on life. See it with your wife or girlfriend.

Get Mooned

MOON is one of those rare gems of a movie that do not come along very often. Unexpected would be the word that describes the feeling I had when I first saw it. I did not expect such an excellent movie. Many films that have far larger budgets miss the mark, but MOON nails it dead on. The performances by Sam Rockwell and Kevin Spacey are nothing short of tremendous. The obvious nod to 2001: A SPACE ODDESSY'S HAL 9000 are very clear in the voice of the computer GERTY 3000. However, the emotional difference that GERTY gives brings originality to the film. Spacey is perfect for this role. The plot moves slowly, but is never boring. Intriguing is the best way to describe this film. It is cerebral science fiction at its best, but it does not take a genius to understand the plot or the complexity of the characters. The viewer feels for Sam and amazingly for GERTY as well. Hands down this movie is a masterpiece of writing and ingenuity. It is a MUST see for any sci-fi fan, and even folks that hate sci-fi will find it enduring and gripping. Do not miss MOON! Some cursing.

Martyrs: Not What You Think

MARTYRS is an exceptional experience for various reasons. I have no plans of getting into the plot too deeply, because ruining this movie's surprises would be tantamount to a cinema crime. What I would like to focus on are some exceptional elements. This movie delves into realms not normally touched by the horror genre. The violence is extreme and over the top, but it has a reason behind it: Albeit, a twisted and sick reason. However, it is not mindless violence without cause just for the sake of "goring" someone to death. I am not a huge fan of gore. However, this film uses it properly to convey its intended message. MARTYRS is very successful in making the audience think hard about the questions it puts forth. I find it terribly interesting that the "bad guys" seem to all come from the upper class of society and for some reason they felt distinctly Nazi-like. The film is still tumbling around in my head as I try to come to grips with its intended message. I find much ambiguity, but I also find pointed questions and fearful revelations. Another issue of note is the near absence of curse words. American horror is filled to the brim with "F-Bombs" and all other variety of offensive language. MARTYRS seems to have no use for such language. It does not need it. It is also proof that superior suspense and horror films can be made without the need for constant cursing. I found it very refreshing. There is some mild nudity, but it is not sexual in any way. The focus of the film is its stunning and shocking visuals and the message it is trying to convey. The truth is: This is not a "happy time" film experience. If you want to feel good, do not watch this film. (Watch THE EMPEROR'S NEW GROOVE instead) If you want to be spoon fed, do not watch this film. If you want to think and test your analytical powers and your ability to pay attention to nuances, this is the film for you. NO WAY SHOULD ANY CHILD SEE THIS MOVIE!!! MANY ADULTS SHOULD NOT SEE IT EITHER. Make sure you can handle it.

Excellent Beyond Words: Pontypool Rules the Screen

PONTYPOOL is by far one of the most excellent "zombie" films in the history of cinema. When one considers the fact that some who worked on the film did not consider it to be a "zombie" film, it serves to outline the reasons the film works so well. The "happenings" that occur in the small town of Pontypool can be seen in many different ways. Certainly, the strangeness of the movie make the situational horror manifest itself within the confines of several interpretations. The "bad" guys can be seen as zombies, insane, victims, etc. What makes the movie so incredible is the Oscar worthy acting by Stephen McHattie. McHattie's portrayal of Grant Mazzy is dizzying. His performance is by far one of the most outstanding and riveting in any genre. When this fact is coupled with one of the most intriguing plots in the history of film, the viewer gets a rare recipe for greatness. PONTYPOOL is a must see for zombie fans, horror fans, and serious film buffs. It was simply one of the most outstanding films I have seen in a very, very long time. Do not miss it!

The Road Not Taken

THE ROAD is a beautifully rendered, heart smelting experience. The acting is first rate, and the plot moves in an unrelenting manner. The simple things we take for granted are shown here to be something special. The dark and graying landscape of the film is beautiful in an almost "sick-at-heart" way. The setting is replete with the fear and hopelessness that post apocalyptic thrillers excel at.

Yet...

The whole film is a comment on the love between a son and his father. Despite the evil that surrounds them, the father tries his best to teach his son a better way. We see the goodness in the son's beliefs and attitude. We see an imperfect father that is trying to differentiate between the "good" guys and the "bad" guys. His son wants to help when he can, but the father's protective nature hinders this. We see the father make mistakes and his own son serves as a moral compass that leads his "papa" back to the right thing. In the end, trust becomes the highest achievement. The son seems to me to represent all that is good in the world and the father represents those of us that have become jaded by the trials of life. The absence of the divine seems clear in a world abandoned by all hope. Yet, the son embodies the divine spark assuring us that good has not been driven from the world. This is a story of starvation from a physical and spiritual standpoint. The focus on suicide and hopelessness is so powerfully rendered that it stays with the audience for long days after the curtain has closed. Some may see the negative existentialist worldview of Nietzsche or the survival of the fittest perspective of Darwin, but what truly shines about the film is its depiction humanity's reach for more. In the end, we see the values of goodness, love, and the sanctity of life. There is a reach for the spiritual and a desire to return to lawful society. While I felt some gray depression after the movie ended, it affirmed just how valuable each of us are. It made me examine my own pettiness and reaffirmed the values I hold dear. It is amazing that each of us needs a reset of our perspective from time to time. THE ROAD is ultimately successful in pointing us towards that which is truly important: The love, value and dignity that is given to us and the love, value and dignity that we must give to others if we are to truly comprehend what is means to be human.